January 2009
12 posts
1138PM
its been a while, and i honestly havent been this happy in such a long time. even if it’s something really small. you probably dont realize what you do to me :p everything’s going great im just hoping it wont change direction anytime soon. i especially love how the angels are back in tooown and each one of us arent having any problems whatsoever ! i think he fell asleep :p
Jan 30th
603PM
i am sooo happy (: turning point or what ? cangels reunited again, and him <3 
Jan 27th
851PM
so here i am, and i give up. but — im no quitter because i deserve better, and it’s for the better
Jan 25th
927AM
how many people can i reallly, truly trust — everythings so messed up lately. i think its time time for another visit to oxnard. i dont know where to respond to you, but thanks. and im sorry i went off on my last post, i was just heated and needed somewhere to vent. but i understand, and its cool. so i got home around six-thirty yesterday, and we lost by one damn point. for the second...
Jan 24th
351PM
a) first and foremost, i dont even know what you’re talking about ? you were joking with us when you said ” oh look at the spot you picked ” so we were laughing because it was funny ? i dont see how thats leaving you out because you know about it ? you know the joke. you were in on it. when you’re with us, you dont even try talking. or if you did, i havent...
Jan 23rd
1208PM
just looking out for you, thats all i dont want to see you make the same mistake i made because you know everything thats happend, everything you both said. and i know that you know better. and deserve better, much better.
Jan 19th
859PM
hello three day weekend <3 a) im really tired of people who arent sure about their feelings and actions or people who dont know what they want. ive seen it a lot lately and its irritating me the more and more i see it. like make up your mind people. dont lead someone on if you dont like them, dont flirt with someone if you talk shit about them or if you supposedly dont like them as a person....
Jan 17th
1003PM
without all the bad times and good times life would be too damn boring and when it’s good, its really good keep ya head up —
Jan 14th
924PM
today was pretty chill. it started off great because i woke up really early so i took my time (8 school was eh, but more fun than usual. and after school i went to in and out with kat and jema <3  we were talking about the time period when kat and i hated each other, so last year (; and we did so many things to piss each other off. lmao ! ahahahaha aw it was halarious. i love her now...
Jan 13th
845pm
i dont understand how people keep throwing around the word love. i see it everywhere. every single boyfriend she has, a new girlfriend he has. i dont get how people just throw away the love you have with someone and find love with another so easily. i know i was guilty of that but i know now that there really is a deeper meaning and just because you’re young it doesnt mean you cant find it. and...
Jan 12th
544PM
i guess im not necessarily happy, nor sad. i think im just hella bored. my life is insanely boring right now, theres nothing really bothering me. no problems, but there isnt anything really interesting either. i guess i should be thankful i am extremely thankful that justin and i are still as close as we’ve been for years and that nothing has changed :D except for how i barely see him now....
Jan 9th
1000PM
all i want is a simple apology so i went to big bear last thursday and i love it ! we were there until the sun went down then headed straight to vegas and stayed until sunday. i watched the blue man group (8 it was good, haha. anyways, today was a pretty boring day back. school was the same, i have a lot of homework. and i just got home from practice which i did not enjoy at all -__- so im...
Jan 6th