December 2008
17 posts
1203AM
new years eve, its officially the last day of the year. so i started thinking this year was a waste of time .. a lot of it actually was, but all the hard times have made me a stronger person and im learning from my mistakes. ive learned a lot about myself this year. i can control and handle a lot of things i never would’ve survived last year. im still me, havent lost myself just yet, and i...
“act like that - tyrese”
1129AM
goodmorning ! even if i didnt want to come home yesterday, im glad to be home. so kat and me have a new years resolution, or at least, one of them : - dont talk to blank haha, woo. havent really thought about it for days, so thats a really good start im going to julian sometime this week or next week, possibly for new years, anybody want to come ? well erikas coming over !...
836PM
merry christmas my loves ! today was very very busy, i love it im thankful for everything, thats all
xoxo
710PM
merry christmas eve everyone <3 so im at my cousins house in oxnard, got here yesterday (: im really missing all the family here, and they said i grew :DD i feel so, so much better. all in time for the holidays. i dont want to go home. i realized im so much happier alone. no more stress or thinking too hard about anything unnecessary. really couldnt have made it through all of this without...
724 PM
strike three and you’re out yea way to go. it lasted a week, i cant wait to go to oxnard now. you’re telling me i dont understand ? ive been understanding the whole year, cut me some dumbass slack. i deserve that and so much more honey .. im so stupid for falling for it again, for the third time. so yea, all of you guys can say ’ i told you so ’ now. i guess i just had...
503PM
ive never noticed how true the saying ” friends come and go but family will always be there ” is until recently. gah well anyways, my dad let everyone in my family open one present yesterday. i happend to open my new phone <333 ! love it, but im stupid and delted all my contacts on accident D: so i need to start collecting again. im at fifty when i had like three hundred ):...
917PM
ugh, shooot me is this a fucking joke ?
“foolish - ashanti”
645PM
ugh why am i feeling like this im happy but im sad, and i feel so so so out of place now .. i dont know whats happend, faded too much. i just know what it probably could’ve been. and im worried. i check my phone all the time looking for at least a goodmorning or hi or something, i know i must be tripping. but i just dont want to lose you again.. i cant help but to feel like i did something...
1000AM
christmas wishlist : eight more days ! - any gift cards to forever or h&m , - another juicy couture crown necklace because i lost mine D: - urban decay book of shadows , - hello kitty necklace , - a new volleyball or woman’s basketball , - anything with vitamin e :p , - a new wallet , - more bobby pins , - any kind of black eyeliners cool , - any skinny jeans at forever size...
547PM
fourteen days until christmas ! im hella excited (: i still need to buy presents for everyone, kat already knows im buying her legos yea she sucks :D im glad today was the last day of finals, even if these days go by super fast. i miss marie and my girls from eastlake, i havent seen you guys in too long. but this break forsure. my game and my mommy’s surgery is tomorrow :O reminder go...
420 PM
i know its just the beginning of december, but i really cant believe how fast this year has gone by. too fast i think, but im excited for what 2009 has in store for me. this all just hit me, and i started to think about everything that’s happend this year. my six i remember the beginning of this year was when we all started to realize how close we’ve all gotten to the point where we...
932 PM
hi im bored, and yesterday was also boring i didnt do anything yesterday but practice, target, eat and what not. today i decorated the house all christmasy for the pacquiao party gathering thing and i cleaned the fish bowls, the hamster cage and my room -_- then i wrapped everyones presents when everyone left me at home D: and i wanted to study but i got lazy so i just kept cleaning. how boring....
724PM
oh i guess everyone has one of these now :p its better than xanga, bwahaha ive been busy these past couple of days with school, practice, ccd, playing with cookie and spending time with my family. at least im not bored, but im sick and i dont feel good ): so today was reallly boring, i was late again. and ive been late like everyday for the last few weeks, not even good. my alarm *cough jus, hasnt...
“life changes every minute of every day. you lose and gain friends. you realize...”
637PM
continued.. you look for love, find love and lose love. you realize all along that you’ve been loved. you laugh, you cry. you laugh so hard that you cry. you do this and do that. you really wish you hadn’t done that, then you learn from that and are glad that you did. you have your ups and downs. you look at others and wish you were them. then you then realize you are glad that you’re you. then...